Six months later, plus a couple of breaks, and the hectic nature of work, but I’m finally nearing the end of the yellow brick road on this new novel. The hardest part is finishing the first draft, especially when the world tends to intrude on the fictional more often than not.
It started with the challenge, to create 50,000 words in 30 days, way back in November, and I accomplished that with no problems. The words just flowed more often than not, my imagination soaring and the characters coming to fruition as characters tend to do. The month flew by, and I was over 60,000 words when it did, but once the rush was over I still had to finish the novel.
Because it’s not enough to just stop on November 30 and pronounce it all done, to let it collect dust on a flash drive, never to be seen from or heard from again. I’ve done that before, and I don’t think I could do it again. These characters want to live. They want to breathe. They want to be out in the world, living their lives. And I will oblige them, but I just want to make sure I’m faithful enough to them before unveiling them. It’s my job as an author.
So I’ve been working, in bits and pieces, over these past six months, trying to finish the story, to take them to a satisfactory conclusion that makes me feel something inside. It’s been a difficult process, not because the words won’t come (because they always do), but because I let the real world intrude way too often. Without a strict timeline it got easier every night to just let it slide, to say I will work on it the next night, and like dominoes the nights fall one by one, and no writing on the novel gets done.
But somehow here I am, and I’ve been writing, really writing, on the novel for the past five days. My word count has gone up drastically, but more importantly my characters are progressing. They’re stressing out, and falling in love, and getting hurt, and just simply living their lives again after an interminable pause. And I’m falling in love all over again myself, with this world, with these characters, and with this storyline.
This is the point I always get to in my novels, when I know I’m nearly done, and I’m dying to reach the end, but I know I’ll miss having them so close to me. It’s a wonderfully thrilling part, though, a culmination of so much time spent together, the words an extension of myself. They always will be. Now it’s time to finish up this draft, to begin the editing process, to let this story live on its own, to let these characters breathe on their own.
And write the next one.
10 thoughts on “Letting Them Breathe”
Thank you very much. I am quite excited!
I’ve considered attempting to write a novel this summer during my time off. I fear if I were to start but not finish… It would never get finished. Work sucks up every ounce of my soul and started projects tend to get lost in a dark abyss once school starts.
I used to do that often, just let started works sit there and collect dust, but I just told myself, “Self, no more excuses. Make time.” And I did.
You’re more disciplined than me maybe
I’ll simply say I’m more disciplined than I used to be.
I do a lot woth work, coaching, taking classes, and church. Seems lately my creative outlet has been more artsy-crafty (if I can find time) rather than writing.
Sometimes it’s the only thing you can really do.
I completely agree.
That first draft is tough, but the edits that follow are worse. Knowing when to leave it alone is hardest of all.