If this is the last time for
trivialities, then let me know
Cover me in couched cliches
So I can reap what I’ve sown
Clear my cluttered schedule
of everything I’ve owned
Pack me in a battered case
Leave me to my misery
because that’s how I’ve grown
in this gathering twilight
I’ve saved up the night
tucked it deep down inside
with the dried tears I’ve cried
If this is the last time for
happiness, tell me honestly
So I don’t take it for granted
Capture it between glass plates
Pin it down to the page
in case it tries to wriggle away
in case it can’t help judging me
for keeping it in darkness
Because I am in darkness
But I don’t want to leave this here
stuck inside this baggage
that will never find a destination
Lost in a transmitting error
Corrupted lines on the screen
hoping to be cured.